It hasn't been 10 years but it feels like a century when I set foot into that plane I had no idea i would never be back to see you again What hurts the most; I have to wait till I die to be with you again you, that held my hands when I took my first steps You, that would sleep with me at night when it was cold You, that bathed me on days my mom couldn't to go to school And you, that have made this generation of our family keep pushing foward No matter what, I will always work hard to make you proud Because deep withing me I still hear your voice telling me to try harder You feel so far away, but I know I just have to find you I can still remember the last time I hugged you Shivering with fear, Hard to accept it was our first and last good bye.